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Monday, April 12th, 2004
5:56 am
People that wake me up at 4:30 in the morning by calling and then hanging up need to be drug into the road and shot.

Anyway, if that call had not come, I would be awake anyway. Much too excited to sleep. Today after work, I go to pick up Matt, then Jamie, then we're off to Columbia to see Superjoint Ritual. Fuckin A. Third time img onna see 'em, first time for Matt.

Then on Tuesday I get to spend some time with the cutest girl on the planet, MEGAN JAMISON.

Speaking of which, Meegs when you read this: Prolly wont talk to you online today, so on tuesday when you get outta school, gimme a call and we'll hang out for a lil bit before I go home. K? K.

A good time will be had by all.

G'day all.

Current Mood: relaxed
Saturday, March 20th, 2004
5:53 pm
May 7th: 2004.... As I Lay Dying, IN FLAMES, KILLSWITCH ENGAGE.... FUCK YES..... Hella stoked for this show.

Nothin much goin on today, just sittin around and chillin' n shit.... boring day...


Current Mood: awake
Tuesday, March 16th, 2004
4:54 am
Hm... So things are going well..... I suppose I shall be spending much time in Raytown with the girl known only as liz....

Almost time....


I'm way too happy, considering i've been up 22 hours../... imma go do somethin crazy, i can feel it comin


Current Mood: happy
Monday, March 15th, 2004
1:06 am
oh yea..... i think this weekend... im either gonna get my first tattoo, or pierce a nipple.... undecided.... opinions?

Current Mood: I LOVE EVERYONE... except Matt
12:46 am
This post is dedicated to the most beautiful girl on earth, and my one true love, MEEGS. Because when she wakes up in the morning she has nothing to do, I am dedicating this post to her.

So this weekend was fun. Friday I hung out with some new friends, new girl kinda coming into the picture. Very purty girl, i'm startin to kinda get into her... But that's all you guys are gettin on LJ, if you wanna know most ask me. It's weird, this is gonna be the first girl i've been into in like 2 years (Ok, there was Meegs, but she dosen't count... cuz shes meegs) Unfortunatly I have a feeling there'll be some drama involved... Butttt whatever.

I miss hangin with my boys in St. Joe. I havent seen most of you since the first of the year, and i wanna see you all badly. Someone either needs to make a trip down here, or me a trip up there, and i dont care which it is.

While we're on the topic.. I want to take the time out to say how much my friends mean to me... It's actually very odd that alot of us are friends, being that we started off as enemies, or whatever... But all my friends mean so much to me, I honestly dont think I could make it through half the shit I have to go through if not for you guys. I know i'm out of my fuckin mind, but I appreciate you guys so much, and I hope to see you all soon.... (Nigga BB and MEEGS.... this means you)

I'm tired... and this has been a very random and rambling post... and I shall stop here.

I love everyoen tonight.


Current Mood: I LOVE EVERYONE... except Matt
Sunday, March 14th, 2004
1:42 am
Previous Life Meme by quill18
Zodiac Sign:
Favorite Colour:
Last Life:Musician
Attendants at Funeral:82
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!

the irony of it all....

Current Mood: amused
Tuesday, March 9th, 2004
8:25 pm
peed your pants: I used to pee in the bed.
cheated on someone: I kissed another chica while dating a girl.
fallen off of the bed: Many a morning i've woken up only to find myself on the floor...
fallen for a relative: not so much
had plastic surgery: nope
failed a grade: nerp
had your heart broken: yes
had a dream come true: ... not yet, soon hopefully.
done something you regret: yes
cheated on a test: yep
been raped: no
broken a body part: wrist twice, cracked my skull open once too. None to pretty times.

wearin: Still in work clothes.
listening to: Steve Vai - "For the love of God"
chewing: nada
feeling: Solaced.
reading: this questionarre
located: my room
chatting: Meegs
watching: nothin
should really be: reading something

brush your teeth: all the time
like anybody: Not off the top of my head.
have any piercings: Labret, tongue, maybe some others soon.
drive: 94 Mustang GT 'vert
believe in santa claus: only during the holiday season
ever get off the computer: when i sleep

who is your best: I dont have so much a "best friend" as I love all my friends dearly... but me and Meegs are gettin purty close.
who is the loudest: Damn.... None of us are really loud... except for me at times..... ahh, Nicole is loud as fuck...
who is the shyest: I'mma go with either me or Nigga BB on dis one
who is the hottest: Nicole or Meegs
who is the cutest: Cheney... aw.
who laughs the most: me
who have you known the longest: Nate
who have you known the shortest: Matt
do you hang out with a certain type: milfs <~~~ fuckin A
do you hang out with the opposite sex: yeah
do you trust your friends: why yes of course
are you a good friend: I try to be.. Some people just dont go for it, though.
can you keep a secret: 100%

hugged: Cheney
gave e-propz: wft is an e-propz?
IMed: Sarah
talked to on the phone: Dana
yelled at: This reminds me... it's been awhile since I just exploded on a person for no reason... I need to get on that.
fell in love with: She knows..
tripped: Actually... I think it was Meegs.

what do you want to be: Musician
what was the worst day of your life: I can't remember
what is your most embarrassing story: God there's been so many of them... I do something embarassing at least once a day.
when has been the best day of my life: Yesterday was pretty cool.
what comes first in your life: Music and mah peeps
do you have a girlfriend: no
if you had an extra set of eyes where would you put them: my asshole.
wuh do you usually think bout before you go to bed: Wishing I could play again :(

movie: Right now, prolly underworld.
song of the moment: 11th Hour, by Lamb of God
group of the moment: Either Lamb of God or Dimmu Borgir
store: Music stores :-D
relative: Don't like most of 'em... But prolly my mom.
sport: Football I guess.
vacation spot: california
ice cream flavor: mint choc chip
fruit: strawberries
candy: sour stuff
holiday: christmas
day of the week: friday or saturday
Color: black
magazine: Guitar world
like to give hugs: yes
like to walk in the rain: not so much, no. I get sick easily.
sleep with or without clothes on: I slept naked once... It was weird waking up stark naked.. but fun.
prefer black or blue pens: dont matter.
dress up on halloween: no
have a joB: yes, and constantly movin up in the place.
likE to traVeL: mmhmm :)
like someone: right now? no
sleep on your side, tummy, or back: all around
want to marry: Unsure now.
have a goldfish: not since i was 5 <~~~ I killed mine... altho it was just one of those starter fish and die after a hour anyway....
ever have the fallen dream:? Yup, only I landed.
have stuffed animals: Yes.
go on vacation: California so far. Hope to leave the country soon.

single or taken: sincle
simple or complicated: i like things simple, although people have said I'm a very complicated person.
law or anarchy: Anarchy.... To all those who preach anarchy, turn on the TV... aren't we pretty much already there?
mtv or bet: mtv 2
sugar or salt: sugar
silver or gold: silver
color or black N white photoz: b&w
sunrise or sunset: sunrise
m N mz or skittles: skittles
rap or rock: METAL \m/ >..< \m/
stay up late or sleep in: stay up late, THEN sleep in.
tv or radio: tv
hot or cold: hot
sun or moon: moon. things are so much better at night
left or right: right
10 acquaintances or one best friend: best friend
cat or dog: dog
half empty or half full: just drink the damn thing
spring or fall: spring
give or receive: give
rain or snow: rain
happy or sad: happy
wonder or amazement: wonder
mcdonalds or burger king: wendys
mexican or italian food: messican!
lights on or off: off
converse or DC: whatever.

Current Mood: thoughtful
Friday, March 5th, 2004
8:29 pm
So today was my day off, and it was also Pay day. Good combination. I got up, went to work, got my check, picked up medicine for myself, then went to best buy, where I only intended to buy a few things, but wound up with quite a few more then intended...

Items Included..
Arch Enemy: Wages of Sin (the double disc one)
Nile: In their Darkened Shrines (I couldn't believe I foudn this at best buy.... there was only one, too. haha)
As I lay Dying: Frail Worlds Collapse
Opeth: Blackwater Park
Grand Theft Auto 3 and Grand Theft Auto Vice City
Ultimate Deer Hunt (Because Hunting is always fun)
Chappelles Show, Season one, on DVD.

Last week I got:

The Haunted "9MM, one size fits all" hoodie
Opeth: Lamentations DVD
Lamb of God: Terror and Hubris
Killswitch Engage: Alive or Just Breathing
Children of Bodom: Hate Crew Deathroll

It's so much fun spending things on yourself, especially when you haven't done so in a long, long time. This has been an awesome week for binge spending.

Work is also going well. Promotions all over the place.

Last night was a really good night, too. I went to see my niece, Gianna, and all those people. Gianna is only 3 months old but god she's such a beautiful baby. She means alot to me, i'm crazy over that kid. Just holding her makes me feel really good inside, that warm fuzzy feeling everyone describes. God I love that kid. Everytime i'm around her I just wanna bite her jk

I also quit smoking.... 5 days without one.... God how do I want one....

welp that's all.

oh yea..... I am Meegs' one true love!

\m/ >..< \m/ METAL RULES

Current Mood: sick
Sunday, February 29th, 2004
1:25 pm
Ok, Marcie wants me to post pictures of the aforementioned Possum..... remember, this is her fault, not my own, i wasn't gonna post it.

i hope that works

Current Mood: cynical
11:10 am
So last night was pretty cool. After much debate, me and Nigga BB went to go check out L.I.E. (www.liemusic.com or http://www.liemusic.com/hah2.mp3 for the new demo song) at groundworks. They were bad as fuck, Brad was really into them. I haven't seen them in about a year, and everytime I see those guys, they get alot better.It's always cool seein the guys and chillin' a lil bit after the show. If you guys like good solid rock, check those guys out.

After that me and Nigga BB went out to Peculiar to this fuckin bar, that was pretty fuckin wild. Loud music, Girls dancin on tables and showin' titties.... It was the shit, but goddamn I felt out of place. lol... All they were playin was rap and shit, and i'm sittin here in a hoodie that says "9MM, one size fits all"..... DAMN I blended in so well. Met some cool cats though, so that was sweet. Me and Nigga BB gotta chill more often.

Well shit, not much goin on today I suppose. Gonna go to sleep here pretty soon, then hopefully get up and head up North to see my niece.

Edit: So I forgot to mention this, me, Brad, Matt, Casey, a bunch of other fucks were drivin down this back-ass road in Raymore, everyone was bein loud as fuck, people were fuckin with brad as he was drivin.... and then what happened? We hit a fuckin possum in the middle of the road. Not only did he hit it once, he hit it twice, once with the front tire, then once with the back tire. You could hear it bouncing under the car. THEN FOR SOME REASON OR ANOTHER.... Maybe it's because they were all piss drunk, but we decided to take pictures of it. And send them to random people who have picture phones. It was funny.

That is all.


Current Mood: Dont give a fuck
Saturday, February 14th, 2004
7:54 pm
The time has once again come, it is Valentines day. The day of love. The day of cupids shooting arrows. The day where floral shops are all apeshit with business. The day where people go out of their way to buy an absurd amount of things for the person they supposedly care about.

However, for approx 360 days of the year, everyone is angry, bitter and hateful. But as soon as Valentines day comes, everyone wants to play nice. Please. Valentines day should be abolished. How much more blood will be shed from the innocent and lonely before it all comes to an end?

What's the point of this day, anyway? Why not show appreciation to your loved one all year, not just one day?

On Friday at work, a old couple came through my line. The man (Who looked none too thrilled about what he told me) said they had been married for 75 years. At some point during the first 50 years, you'd think he would of looked over at his wife (Who's face had more lines in it then a road map)and wanted to chew his arm off. Really, 75 years is a long time to be with the same person. While they were talking about their marriage, blah blah blah, they were holding up my line, which pisses me off. I swear, some people need their hips dislocated.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not bitter because I don't have a date tonight, and i'm not bitter because I don't have a valentine (Because I do, although it's more of a mock valentine then anything else), I just hate bullshit Holidays.

I'd also like to add that I'm spending this evening exactly how I want to spend it. Watching Headbangers ball. \m/ >..< \m/ METAL!

End Rant.

Current Mood: apathetic
Sunday, February 8th, 2004
9:00 pm
Everyone else did it, and im bored, so why not?


1. Who did you last get angry with? I honestly dont remember.
2. What is your weapon of choice? A garden hose... it leaves no marks.
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? I hit Marcie with the pimp hand all the time.
4. How about of the same sex? i would, and would not hesitate.
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? Lindsey, my manager, for not coming to work 2 days in a row. But she'll get over it.
6. What is your pet peeve? Too many to name. I rant alot.
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? I keep 'em.

1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? I ate today, and I hadn't since Thursday... not and kept it down anyway.
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up? 10PM
3. Name a person you've been meaning to call, but haven't. no one really
4. What is the last lame excuse you made? I dont make lame excuses.. If I dont wanna do it, I just say that.
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones)?: not that I recall.
6. When was the last time you got a good workout? haha never
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? I normally dont. my dad calls me and wakes me up.

1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? Mountain dew code red is what I drink the most of...
2. Meat eaters: White meat or dark meat? ::insert muslim joke about liking white women::
3. What/when is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? on my 18th birthday I drank a 5th of Jagermeister by myself. I did some other stuff that night too.. haha
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company? no
5. Do you have an issue with your weight? I'm underweight..
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? sweet and spicy are good, and sour candy.
7. Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "LUNCH?" Only when I see Marcie's little dogs... So little, and soft, and I bet they're nice and tender... and they have no canine teeth, so they couldn't even fight back...m mm...


1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? 5 or 6.. I've seena lot of boobs, too.
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)? Probably the same.
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? No, her tits were staring at my eyes!
5. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? No. but speaking of which, if your a prostitute charging money for handjobs, you should be sued for extortion. Which is another reason why prostituion should be legalized... You can't sue a hooker for extortion if prostitution is illegal.
6. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy? I didn't HAVE to, but I did.
7. Is love at first sight really lust? Not always.

1. How many credit cards do you own? 1 credit card, 2 debit.
2. What's your guilty pleasure store? earache.com, amazon.com, best buy, all those stores.
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? Move to sweden.
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous? Neither really matters, as long as im doing what I love.
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? probably.
6. Have you ever stolen anything? All the time.. I work in a grocery store, i know the quick ways out and past the cameras.
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive? 3000-4000?

1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of? I take care of myself without my parents help.
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? Probably the fact that I dont ask them for money... I dont know, they dont normally tell me.
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life? Get married, have kids, be a professional musician and stop working for the damn man.
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? i could care less <~~~ I'm with Matt.
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? Yup.
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? Fuck yes, how do you thik I made it out of middle school? haha jk.
7. What did you do today that you're proud of? I woke up and didn't have to use my AK.... or my garden hose.

1. What item (or characteristic) of your friends would you most want to have for your own? I kinda like myself.
2. Who would you want to go on "trading spaces" with? Trading spaces?
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? uhh i dunno. i like being me, everyone else sucks just as much. <~~~ Agree'd. I like being me.
4. Have you ever been cheated on? cheated on, yes. Cheated? no.
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? not so much.
6. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin? All of 'em! haha

Current Mood: indifferent
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